Stand Up and Face This Shit

Tommorow will be a big day to me. Worry, scared, feeling down. that's all what I feel right now.

what will ustazah says about me? I know I'm not doing well as she wanted from me. Actually I want it too, to A perfect class monitor's assistant and an excellent student like she wanted but I can't cos that's too hard for me with my body temperature which not great as anyone else. 

I'm sorry cos made a wrong decisions by choosing to be a class monitor's assistant . But what I felt at that time was "I'm gonna try anything that I never did it before". I tried really hard this week to attend school full cos I wanted everyone to know that I'm not that weak person. I will never quit until I make them believe that I'm not that kind of weak person.

I already got a truly support friends behind me so Im not worry if one day I lose my hope cause they will be the one who gonna support me to get up and face the challenges. They all craps. My family were awesome, I love them very much. It just me who didn't know how to prove it to them. 

yeah I know this year was more challenging than what I thought. I almost losing my hope. But as my friends were still here, I know I shouldn't  let A big chance which I will get it one day be away with just QUIT!

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